MCPW

2011-03-17T21:44:00.001-07:00

i can't believe i am watching taiwanese drama~

2011-03-17T21:43:00.000-07:00

thanks for making me laugh so much yesterday~

2011-03-15T02:33:00.000-07:00

the smile
the facial expression
the face
the hair
the way of talking
the eyes
the charisma

korea drama

2011-03-13T03:03:00.000-07:00

2010 and 2011 have been a crazy korea drama year.i know it is late but at least i did upload it now (from up to down) is secret garden ,sungkyungkwan scandal,dream high,my girlfriend is a gumiho and playful kiss.....

2011-03-10T22:31:00.000-08:00

i realise that everybody still uploading their blog
for me i think my blog is definitely rotten already
many events have passed....
exams like spm,graduation party and etc
i have already enter college
wow..so long ago
as you can see
the previous post is march 2010....is a year ago
colleen has start loving k-pop
yijoo & evelyn been to taiwan
that zi qiong went to korea
Time sure flies fast
lei kuan as usual socialise
xin qian has changed her hair style
some of them became mature
some lost contact
some just at facebook & through phones interact
the programme im taking is SAM
&& the subject are psychology,physic,shemistry,maths & esl

2010-03-15T02:25:00.000-07:00

today we had malay seminar..it was rather boring...but during break time we had fun snapping photos...here are two of the pictures....you can go to my facebook to see more of them....

2010-03-12T05:19:00.000-08:00

finally the first exam for 2010 is officially over
i get stress over of the people who get good results for spm this year
i am afraid of the benchmark set my others
can i not follow?
i can't do it
they said we must be heardworking
but hardworking is hard
but if you are smart hardworking makes it easier
so different people have different luck
the poor are smart,because they had the power or energy wanting to change their luck
the rich are rich & smart too
if they are not smart but they had money so what is there to afraid of?
how about the average?
they are not smart & rich
if they get average result they could not compete with the academic excellance
they dont have a large sum of money for further studying
sorbxxx
anyway what am i writing this after exam
cause i dont feel that exams are over
i just dreamt about spm 210 during my nap time
i did not update for "many decades"
so here is it
this is my post
i know it's a bit boring
but you've gotta accept it
i wonder what will i do after this ????

CNY frenz visiting me

2010-02-19T19:22:00.000-08:00

during chinese new year 6 of my friends came to visit me of course,we have some fun time and boring time...they get their ang-pows...good lah ....here are some of the photos...sorry for being late
7 of us say cheese~

all of us

yi joo and me

evelyn and mewoan ni & me

family & evelyn

woan ni & evelyn

family & me

family & zi qiong

zi qiong & evelyn

zi qiong & woan ni

zi qiong and me

lei kuan and yi joo

stop playing around with my cushion

the rubbish bin is FULL,FULL,FULL!

everybody got punished..mine is so obvious

what the....okay my punishment

finale:me & zi qiong

playing....

wow exciting..my heart almost miss a beat

playing card games

yi joo and CJ-7 ???

yi joo and jang geun suk

jelly beans...i dont like it

lei kuan i forget to take a picture of you and me...haiz..you looked lonely,facing the computer

evelyn gone crazy of bread & tuna

hey you've got captured..woan ni is eating,got captured

eating again evelyn...nothing to do much...

what's so funny???

a table of food...& drinks

zi qiong ,i though it was a joke but she brought a loaf of bread and a can of tuna....but i did not try because my mum was going to cook luch for all of you but.....you guys ate a lot of bread..i guess

from my study room,we can see kek lok si vividly

it said:"annyeonghaseyo,megan is here.happy new year.food is here.help yourself!!"

yi joo was going to try the green tea...

lei kuan & family smile to the camera,what's wrong with evelyn?..."yes madama!!"

mi cheo so?zi qiong ,you looked like a beggar..hiding under the table eating

eating tuna sandwich woan ni..peace?is it good?

wow...nice capture MCPW....

i guess it is boring in my house afterall

woan ni is the "best"tuna sandwich maker..yeah

evelyn ate many pieces of bread

Date:18 February 2010

Venue:MCPW's house

Time:11am-5.30pm(yi joo & lei kuan went home earlier)

Drinks:green tea/pop/7-up/chrysanthemum/winter melon/water/

Food:junk food,biscuits,tuna sandwiches,spaghetti,chicken & jelly beans

Games:UNO,card games(21,heart attack..),x3,x5,x7,x8,monday&tuesday in chinese & wednesday& thursday in chinese.....,chinese words (follow me),names(follow me)......

chines new year

2010-02-16T06:42:00.000-08:00

these few days
some of us staying at home
the scorching heat of the sun
the cloudless weather
made each & everyone of us
produces drops & drops of sweat
everyone turning on the air-condition
drinking cold beverages
lying on the sofas watching television
becoming couch patatoes
some turn on theie computer/laptops
start to serve,chat,browse
some holding their mobiles
not sure what is it to sms so much
some followed their parents to relatives or friends house
some who even went to shop
some need to work
some slept till the mid-day
some bored to death
some hard-working one study,doing revision,homework,assignment & projects,folios ,peka...etc
some .............
well i can't wait for my friends to come & visit me
i hope everyone likes the chines new year card that i wrote

p/s i still can't find xxx...guess lady luck is not by my side
p/s & p/s i watched the lovely bones & slumdog millionaire yesterday...it was okay

p/s & p/s &p/s i wonder what is the feeling of having a freezing chines new year...rather than hot & sweaty want...

2010-02-12T04:30:00.000-08:00

i can't find her in facebook
im so pecheck...so geram...
arghh~
wait
i can't give up
i can do it
all i have to do is keep searching
aja aja fighting mcpw

2010-02-03T04:43:00.000-08:00

i can't believe each and every one of them are the best

i love the calender and wish to own one hehe

but i dont understand why is it that the march one is so ugly ...i mean not ugly because when everybody is eating of course it is not nice...but can't they have another photo that is nicer like the october and december

hey maybe march represents natural...hehe

i still have lots of his pics but i have no time to post them up yet....

hey kynki ..i hope you like my post..if you have seen it

it is also dedicated for you...

hey i pick a song dedicated for all my friends in school..so remember to hear it...it is M.C.P.W aka megan and dedicated to all my friends & jang geun seok...i hope zi qiong /xin qian read his name correctly...i hope everyone hears it.....

p/s some of my friends did not give me back my novels

p/s and p/s jang geun seok is the best

2010-01-23T00:59:00.000-08:00

what a day today is...
well first of all i want to appologise sincerely to all my friends
sorry that i betrayed you guys and joined the kh society
well i hope i will not regret for doing such a thing
i "don't know" anyone there
because well my only classmate...she has her own previous friend...
other of "good" friend of mine are all handling a post
so they are busy as a bee
& some others from another class...i dont know the way to communicate with them although i know them
i am so moody at that time
but if i join the junior jaycess
i will not get to try something
as this is the last year
well
i get the feeling of unwelcome from the kh group
some of them..i am afraid of them..especially those who are in post...
i am worried that i dont cook well & screw up everything
i dont want to be qian zhing xiao jie
sorbxx
anyway
aja aja fighting M.C.P.W

2009-12-29T22:31:00.000-08:00

i will not be uploading any post for a few days
i will be going back to penang
farewell to seattle
i know one day i will be back
i will wish everyone a happy new year
at that time i will be on the plane
i hope to see my friends soon
but i can't see all of you on the 31th
i will be back on the 1st january 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S DAY
school will be reopen soon
i know it is excited to see my friends
but some of them will be separate from us
again
but some still remain
well anyway
we took back many items
using 7 big luggages
some boxes
some hand luggages
ohh my parents are stressing to maximum point
i will miss the laughter of my aunts'
and the joy & fun we shared
thank you for an enjoyable trip
i love it very much
but i will not like my new body and face
they enlarged..sorbxxxzzz

anyway.........i am coming back~~~

2009-12-22T21:30:00.000-08:00

i went to forks and port angeles-the town of twilight
both town were small,smaller then my town
but i had fun because i am a fan of twilight
well i also explored the olympic national park
the scenery of snow mountain from the town
the scenary were breathtaking
we took a couple of hours to drive there and 1/2 hr with ferry
the drivers were exhausting
my family members said that day is MY DAY
because non of them is a fan of twilight
i was able to see a beautiful lake...but i forget about the name
it was hard to take the photos of us and mountains
because it was extremely windy
our hands were freezing cold
no wonder over that areas thats the best spot for vampires to live hehe
i bought some souvenirs
now i only realized that not many scenes took place in forks
but that town is calm and peaceful
i do like the environment
that are some pics that the film had taken there
just like the theater and restaurant
we had limit of time because we just went there for a day & it is so rush
i could not go some of the beaches
but nevermind
i am satisfied
thanks to my family

2009-12-19T23:12:00.000-08:00

on 19th december we went to mount rainier
the mountain's snowy grandeur inspires awe and wonder
we experienced snow-shoeing for approximately 2 hours
by the time we finished
we are all drenched because it was raining but it rained beautifully
the view was breathtaking
hills and hills were coverd with angelic crystal clear pure snow
although all of us were exhausting but we had fun
while i was snow shoeing up the hill little drops of water dripping down onto my cheeks
cool breeze caressed my cheeks
my brother did not had the opportunity to snow shoeing because some reasons
but he did get to built snow-man but he insist it is a penguin
well whatever
we brought our own lunch
the enegy that conserved were used up after the snow shoeing
after 3 hrs drive back to town we had vietnamese food
we did had a small snow fight
all of us go nuts
we did snap some great shots
hope all of you will enjoy

p/s previously we went to the woodland park zoo,seattle and went to watch the nutcracker thearter show but i think this will be okay...the zoo is nice ..there are hardly anyone and the animals were coopeating...the show was costly..but i did enjoyed the ballet dancing....yeah i loved seattle

but....officially there are only 11 days before going back to malaysia

i will miss all of you chiao

2009-12-15T17:18:00.000-08:00

these are just some of the pics that we are having the gingerbread-making event...we made 3 small ones and 1 big one...we decorated among family members and the neighbours..we had a lot of fun..& gain a new experience
the event had last for 5 hrs just by decorating them...wow can anybody imagine some of the complicated ones...last night on that day we made the gingerbread then only we decorate for 5 hrs..then we end up having instant noodles for dinner but still its yummy...the gingerbread-making ceremony was after lunch...before lunch our neighbour teached the 3 of us how to made lemon shotbread...not bad hehe..so on that day..it was all baking...making..using energy,time,money & creativity...

we done a good deed by donating 3 of them to the SEATTLE CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL~yeah..i did contribute to the society...at least a bit...

_______________THE END____________________just for today

p/s remember there are more coming up & yijoo:don say i din update ~

2009-12-12T19:15:00.000-08:00

i did exercise too when i am travelling
i went to the gym this morning to workout
but after that i eat again
so what's the point??
i bought a lot of new clothes ,a pair of shoes, a watch and a pair of sun glasses but i did not found any pants yet..still looking
but i am still happy...
i went to the library which is just beside the apartment
i borrowed 3 books
i am now reading the first one
"RaNsOm My HeArT"
i havent decide what to buy for my best friend and friends
food?
souvenir?
useful items?
i lost the address that 3 of my friends
so it means i can't send them christmas cards
i dont know
countdown to 20 days i will be back
i wonder how's the weather of penang?

p/s leaves on the tree willturns yellow...and eventually falls ...it's heart stops beating..but my heart will always go on and on ..dont forget that you will always be in my hearts and mind that i will always misses the 3 of you

2009-12-07T23:09:00.000-08:00

i went to see the beautiful christmas lights
i have a great breakfast,lunch and dinner everytime
i tried ice skating
it was fun & more difficult
but i like it very much
so far so good in here
hope everyone enjoys their holidays too

p/s i miss everyone

2009-12-07T14:43:00.000-08:00

2009-12-07T08:58:00.000-08:00

2009-12-03T19:47:00.000-08:00

i am so happy because i bought a pair of shoes and a sun glasses yesterday

so i snap some pictures

for everyone to see it

i did not put all the pics

there are still have pics of varies of nutcrackers and christmas tree

they are simply beautiful

today i went both of the seattle asian art muzium and seattle art muzium

one is mainly japanese,korean and chinese arts and cultures

while the seattle art muzium is europians,africans etc

but we are not allowed to take photos in the muzium so there are no photos available

but now i know who is michalangelo hehe

do you know ?

and i went to the plants conservatory

there are tons of species of plants

but i just put some of them here

i like the giant cactus

and some of the flower

but i am not the bio-type person

hope everyone still enjoy the holidays

be in HIGH spirit

brighten everyday

cause everyday is a LOVELY DAY -by park shin hye

ADIOS!!

p/s will miss you guys and jang geun seok

2009-12-03T09:48:00.000-08:00

2009-12-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

we went to the seattle columbia building 's starbuck's coffee to watched the view of the whole seattle.....it was soothing and relaxing with a cup of hot chocolate (1.20 USD)then we went to a park and get to see the beauty of MOUNT REINEER from far distance....it was nice and the view is fantastic & breathtaking BUT i am shivering from the freezing cold....

and guess what ?

i watched NEW MOON in seattle!

the popcorn and drink are HUGE

the cinema was great because there are no lots of people hehe

2009-12-01T20:28:00.000-08:00

my life in SEATTLE

2009-11-29T22:45:00.000-08:00

the sun is setting

a day is gone

we live on the 4th floor in 5th avenue hehe my aunt's apartment

my aunt's neighbour dog called niko

another neighbour's dog,yugi

10 of us ,one is taking the photo of us

have dinner in wann japanese restaurant...the food is yummy

p/s where is everybody....i did not heard any of my other friends' news except joo

joo....how is everybody?(you know what and who i mean ?)hehe if you did read my post

2009-11-27T21:32:00.000-08:00

2009-11-26T15:51:00.000-08:00

me & my siblings

me & my sis

is this natural ?

me and my siblings and parents

wow many of us

me and some of my family members

the city of seattle

hehe is me !just put on a little make-up

wow !huge turkey..first time preparing ~

preparing for thank's giving dinner

2009-11-26T07:46:00.000-08:00

i arrived at seattle

although it was winter

but the leaves on the tree were not completely fallen

it was a beautiful yellow colour

the mountain was nice just by looking from far away

through year round it snowed

but the city does not snow

so we will probably went to mountain

there are lots of shops

it was just a walking distance

the temperature was 6 degree celcius

i was almost shivered to death hehe

i don't know whether i get to watch you're beautiful

here at seattle

the library is a heaven

today 26th of november is thanksgiving

nobody was on the street

we will be eating turkey

anyway here is a pic

sin yee

i want to wish you a sweet 16

i know is too late

but you know i am wishing you here

enjoy your holidays

2009-11-23T18:05:00.000-08:00

I WILL MISS THE LAUGHTER OF YOU GUYS
I WILL MISS THE JOY AND FUN WE HAD
I WILL MISS EVERY HAPPY MOMENTS AND DIFFICULTIES THAT WE'VE BEING THROUGH
I WILL MISS "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL"
(although i get to watch wherever i can )
I WILL MISS MY BEST FRIEND~
(hey i know you will call me right ? after reading this post hehe)
I WILL MISS BOTH THE ONE'S I LOVE (WHO ?SECRET~)

the journey is rather exhausting
first tonight about 9
i will fly from penang to singapore
then stay a night in the airport hotel
then on tomorrow (25th )morning i will fly to tokyo
then stay there for about 3 hours
then i will only fly to seattle in USA
approximately at 26th morning i will arrive

that's all bye~

2009-11-22T22:24:00.000-08:00

everybody is talking about the penang bridge marathon when i go to their blog
on that day for me i went to island plaza
nothing much there
quite bored
then me and my mum went gurney
our main reason to shop is to buy a gift for my aunt in america
and a shoe for my mum herself
my little sister has a small performance in sunshine square
so at night we went there to have dinner
pizza hut nothing much to eat there
i already being 3 places in a day
i am so tired
even when my mum is chosing things or shoes
my eyes were drooping away zzzzz
i am still waiting you're beautiful ep 15
it seems like this drama is a happy ending
p/s well sun bird:
I DONT' CARE that whether YOU'VE CARE about this drama cause I LOVE IT
haha

today was another boring day
did'nt chat with any friends yet
i was going to pack but i have no idea what to pack
so i just stick in front of the computer
but not searching about YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
if i seached
i'll searching for ep 15 only
i searched about FT-ISLAND
i find that hongki aka jeremy is truly TALENTED SINGER
you're THE BEST
i also found out that BIG BANG is not that bad
and i found that i really LOVE KOREA
I know i said that many times
dont know why joo did not called me today
probably the she watched finish vampire knight and you're beautiful is still progressing
yesterday night i watched twilight
the second time
i am going to watch new moon when i go travel
my friends said want to send them christmas card
that are gigantic,3-D,has music and specially design
i hope i wont dissappointed them hehe
as some of my friends know
i am going to fly tomorrow night
hope everything works well

p/s take care during holidays,dont be too bored ,hang out with friend ...and dun miss me (i know u guys wont)

2009-11-20T22:29:00.000-08:00

hwang tae kyung ~my favourite

kang shin woo~although he is pity but i dun fancy him

jeremy-you are the best..so cute and like a baby

guess who are they

i am proudly present my own A.N.JELL

hehe

although some of them don't look that pro

but i used a lot of time and energy on it

all the "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL " fans

hope you guys dont mind

cause i love them so much

oh oh 4get GO MI NAM

wil draw nex tym hehe

p/s HAPPY HOLIDAYS...YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL ruled the world..yeah !!

2009-11-20T07:16:00.000-08:00

20/11/o9
i will remember this day
that lots of things had changed once again
the last day of school
the last day of tuition
for just 2009
i dont know whether i want to be happy or depressed
4s2 just last a year
7 of them going to 4s1
half of them are my besties
but another half stay by my side
shall i be happy ?
shall i be grateful enough
that i still have the other half

last day of tuition
that is the last chance i get to see him in 2009

another bad thing happen
i did'nt get to see YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
ANIGOYA
VIKII is temporary OUT OF ORDER
just have to wait just for a while

P/S:all my FRIENDS have the BEST SCHOOL HOLIDAY (coze next year we are entering HELL.....SPM)

2009-11-19T03:00:00.000-08:00

today
there are two crazy V.I.P came to my house
they are E.T and Family
we spent time watching "you're beautiful"
then i gave them some songs,videos and dramas
till about 7pm they went home
speechless
Z.Q always phone us to disturb us
she said she will hit evelyn tomorrow
and i dont know why
today epd 13 is so ROMANTIC
looking forward epd 14

p/s SUPPORT ,have an enjoyable last day of school-ANTI SPOTCHECK will be good....and have a last day great memory...see u guys next year 2010..jia you !!

2009-11-18T01:45:00.000-08:00

i am absent from school today purposely
joo too absent from school
the main reason is school is boring
can you imagine the time's speed moving so slow~and the periods are absolute boring
as i woke up i watch vampire knight
then i prepared myself
joo came to my house this morning
but she went back earlier because she has stuff to do
then i watched G.I JOE and then continue my vampire knight
listen to you're beautiful OST
then fell asleep
thinking i have to go to school again tomorrow
and friday probably will have spotcheck so i am doomed
i hope nothing is gonna happen to me
i will not bring my you're beautiful pictures to school cause they are too precious to me
but what about my novels?
chinese novels (love-kind ones)are prohibited
let me count eng novels -4
chinese novels-9
oh my god~ 13 you gotta be kindin me?
some of them i don't know whether they have the stock
some are valuable price..so no worries
but some are not
but i guess eng novels are no worries but haiz
i still lost $$$$$$$
sorbxxx
may GOD bless all of us

2009-11-15T03:24:00.000-08:00

i went to GURNEY AGAIN
yeah i know i must be crazy
this time i went with my family
it is rather boring hehe
sorry for saying that
but now i am really speechless
nothing much to say
i am crazy in waiting for you're beautiful ep 13
please time can you move faster for this week
and i hate going to school and tuition since it is the last week
but what can i do
there are still many of my friends did not give back the books i lent them.
haiz ~

p/s still hopes everyone to enjoy the last school week

2009-11-14T04:43:00.000-08:00

this afternoon i went to gurney to watch this touching movie-2012
the tickets are difficult to get it
thanks joo for lining up about 45 minutes to get these tickets
THUMBS UP for this movie,it was worth to watch it(recommanded)
thank you the director and all the cast workers for producing such a great movie...i have a great time crying ~

i went to watch this movie with joo,xin qian and woan ni
i don't know how you guys felt for this outing
but i have a great time too
on the other hand i met HIM AGAIN
i hope and i guess he did'nt sees me
after that he did not appears before my eyes,thank GOD
we did not manage to shot some pics just a couple in the handphone
we went to POPULAR AGAIN
i bought e-pop &three novels
we went to sushi-king to have our lunch
i love raw salmon~

p/s HOPE EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND !!

2009-11-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

INTRO>>>>YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL (SBS DRAMA)*MUST WATCH!!!

park shin hye as go mi nam

jang geun seok as hwang tae kyung

lee hong ki as jeremy

SYNOPSIS...

go mi nam is a pop idol singer but some accidents of plastic surgery thats makes him could not be a singer for a while ...

his twin sister go mi nyul takes his position and joined a popular idol group singer named A.N.JELL....

Go mi nam (go mi nyul)'s secret was exposed to hwang tae kyung,the leader of A.N.JELL.Go mi nam slowly falls in love with hwang tae kyung..who sometimes be nice to her and sometimes not..

One of the member kang shin woo (who knows her secret too but kept quietly ) fall in love with go mi nam....

jeremy who though she is gay at first falls in love with her too....

three of them takes good care of her...

the story still in progress....

p/s this k.drama is still airing...i watched till epd 10...so far so best....

PLZ..my frenz support them ....u could watch this drama in VIKII ..we can share the joy of watchin tis drama...kam sa ha mi da & ku ma oh (tq)

2009-11-06T01:27:00.000-08:00

although the final exam were over
i am not in a great mood of having fun and enjoying for now
my results are bottom of the world
i really can't seem to cope with "them"
hate exams
anyway i will try to enjoy for a little while then only i will face the music~haiz

2009-10-29T17:57:00.000-07:00

without counting today
i still have 2 days to study
and 4 days suffering
i don't know what is the school thinking for letting us suffer for almost three weeks
never mind with that but all the subjects are not equally arranged
for example on 20th october we have our biology paper 2
then until 4th november only we have the paper 1 and 3
is this ridiculous or not
whatever we cannot change them too
i just have bear with it
i crave for dramas now
i am addict to a new korean drama called "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL"
BUT i still have to wait for 6 days
my god !

2009-10-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

today after a suffering tuition class
i went back home without emotion
on my way back home
i can't believe i saw him
he is with another friend
this is not my first time saw him on my way back home
but this is sure my first time to see him smile
when i arrive to tuition
if i am not mistaken
he is sitting on the staircase
wondering what is he doing ?
but i cannot care
i have no right to care
but i still want to care for him
probably he do really have the charisma that is his cool emotion
he has the charm
that makes me cannot forget about him just for at least 3 months
GOD ~

2009-10-02T02:29:00.000-07:00

oh my god
the final exam was just around the corner
how am i suppose to do
i still have tons of things to study
& also i am catching a few dramas
my mum indeed prohibits me from watching
but i really can't resist
really
i had to say these days
let me think what happens today
absolutely nothing special
probably everyone is intense about the exam
by reducing the stress i watch 2 days 1 night
it is indeed hilarious
but now i watch less because the website of downloading had close dowm
i am doomed of every subject

p/s i love everyone especially nichkhun(i miss u so much)

2009-09-30T00:01:00.000-07:00

It's been so lonely without you all these days,
i've missed you in a million ways

I found myself thinking and imagining of you ,
thoundsand times over ,from beginning to end.

My heart beats faster than a lighning strikes,
but somehow at twilight my longings seem to cease

In the solace that comes from the quiet & peace ,
i find relief in happy reaveries that filled with foundest memories

I remember every phrase and every word you said
and my sorrow turns to joy instaed

I recall all the plans we made together
and how we used to wonder whether we can found happiness

A world of joy in the simplest song,
A smile for the greatest care,
A heavenly rose garden
A golden castle of dreams and happiness
A life's long night that ended

In the end our hearts someday & somehow will definitely find that dreams do come true

In adversities of life,when our hearts are sad and blue
we ,in the end do manage to take it and somehow say hello to TOMORROW
with a joyous feeling .....that you can't imagine

THE FALLING OF CALCULATOR'S DAY

2009-09-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

everyone must be wondering
what's this topic all about
the title is odd
anyway
its just an odinary daily post
today strange things happen to our class
probably our soul haven't came back
hehe
our calculators were all falling because our clumsiness

well i know this is the lamest post....
i appologize for my lame post
i can't stand it i have no idea what to write
i still have to rush for my assignments~
gotta stop here...................

2009-09-25T02:38:00.000-07:00

i am confushed who is it...
that HATES ME so much....
at first i confirmed its YOU
if its nt YOU then who could that be ...

~hey you whoever you r
its about time you show up & tell your identity~

but i can't believe if its really not YOU who hates me or maybe... is YOU all along
that u're just pretending
arghhh i am sceptical i dunno whether i should believe this or that
YOU can't be so nice (can u ?)
so it's really impossible
or probably the msg in c-box isn't came from YOURS (ur fren?possibly crazy /bored)
what jia you ...blah blah
is it fake ? ...yes it's too fake
from all the evidens
ermmm whatever
I DON'T CARE
yeh that's the only WAY to solve this matter
but....
I STILL WANT TO KNOW WHO HATES ME & WHY ????
HEY LEAVE A MSG IN C-BOX ..GIVE ME SOME CLUE

P.A.S.T

2009-09-22T16:30:00.000-07:00

what is PAST?
should we really have to recall them back ?
should we really have to take them as memories
YES...but NOT ALL OF THEM
WHY did you come back so suddenly
i tried to forget about you
and guess what i did it
but now...my mind is all yours again
i admit that i am a failure
but just a few days i would remove you from my hearts & mind
because i know MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITH YOU

2009-09-02T02:52:00.000-07:00

im sorry goo jun pyo oppa

i fall in love with a new young idol

hehe

he is damn cute and brings in a bit of "yeng "

he is nichkhun from "2pm" in korea

heard of it ?

it doen't matter if you guys like him or not

as long I like him

& 1 more thing he is from thailand ( a thailand-chinese)

& great in dancing & playing piano....

FUTURE

2009-08-05T02:54:00.000-07:00

what will be my career ?
i had always asked myself this question
it looks like an easy question
but i never get to answer it
i did'nt really thought about myself because...
i study because of others
i know this is a wrong sense
but well i am like that
i want to study now because of her and my family
i want to study for higher level to acquire a better job in future
i want to do a " better " $$$ job so that i wont felt sorry for my family
that is why i study
i heard of people study to obtain knowledge and be useful to the society and helps mankind ,environment and improve technologies
but i have think about and see about in future that maybe i will outcast in society
i know that not every student is academically inclined and blessed with brains,some are blessed with talents and skills in art,cooking designing.....etc
but i always felt that GOD is very unfair
some of them not just blessed with brains but also talents or skills
& some like me neither one...
i study because of $$$ and to fulfill family obligations
what point of studying to a very high level (master and phD)which will make them go crazy ,stress and have mental breakdown....

For me SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE means that you are happy within yourself and have a positive attitude...plus a great health
& also some sumful of $$$ just enough for me to eat ,live and buy clothes to wear ...ermm an maybe a mobile phone too

2009-07-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

hey...this is the last part of the photos...

i hope you guys enjoy it

as i put in a lot of effort

& i really hope there is once more this kind of "occasion" cause i really do appreciate FRIENDSHIP.....

4S2...probably the best class ever....

i dun feel unhappy like the previous years..

thank you....

for made this big changes....

well ...i still miss my old buddies ....hope we could gather sometimes

i am glad i knew some new friends tat is so hilarious....& some old classmate tat now i knew them well

p/s ....we change class again ..i hope next week could arrive faster
cause im sick of other classes hehe

2009-07-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

2009-07-15T01:25:00.000-07:00

p/s ~tuesday 14/7
i brg my camera i took a lot of pics ...some is secretly took ...i din upload yesterday cause i am too tired ...
FRENZ...
i know u guys waited for long....
thanks 4 ur patience & cooperation 4 letting me took u guys ....i appreciate it if you support my blog...TQ

& btw there is still a part 2 version pics ....dun go away..

2009-07-10T00:11:00.000-07:00

CHAPTER 8

there is this day..
that bella felt so happy in her life
never had she thought the GOD will gave her this opportunity
but sometimes she thought GOD is just so unfair
bella sometimes enjoy the company of vanessa
she likes her smile of the twinkle in her eyes , her face and her sound
when she was around
bella felt she was on cloud nine
but if opposite
she saw vanessa enjoying and playing or talking with other friends
her heart sank beyond the sea ground
& not only that she had no feelings or mood to bother other stuff
she feel depressed
luckily nobody realises that
she does not want anybody to know she is a lesbian
she loves a girl,a true girl
the girl vanessa had a boyfriend
although vanessa hardly admit it
but in bella's mind she knew this was almost a true devastating news
to bella life will simply a void
bella always took her sleep time doing some major thinking
she also knew that she could not continueing
she stirred in her sleep ..
her eyes brimming with tears
bella find herself always building castles in the air
she could not concentrate in her studies
while vanessa do perfectly okay in her studies.....

CHAPTER 9

Such a coincidence
bella and vanessa are in the same tuition
perfectly for bella
she is always eager of going
everytime,she will sits behind vanessa
after the tuition,bella would hope her mom would not arrive so fast and also vanessa's
but each and every time Faith disappoint her
but just a few days ago she was in a state of euphoria
just the tuition had ended both bella and vanessa's car had not arrive
so she hope GOD wont forsaken her ,just give her and vanessa some talking opportunity
although it was just some simple conversation
but that simple conversation just make bella happy till the next day
Jealousy always come by when you love a person
nobody wants a loved ones to be so close with another person
that happens a couple of times to bella
but she takes it
she hopes she could trained herself with a tons of patience
althought her anger rose and her heart ached with pain
but after some time she managed to "digest " it
bella was so regret of not sitting with her at the same table during chem,bio and phy lesson
but what's the use of regretting
and always bella had a time of grief ,sorrow
its just that nobody realises that because she cope it so well

CHAPTER 10

often during PE
bella would really like to join vanessa's gang
but its just too obvious
she would'nt dare to do so
or when any project ,she often wish to be with vanessa's group but it was often a failure
bella enjoys walking behind vanessa
she feels that she get to look at her without her noticing
when its time for bio ,phy,chem lesson
bella often waits for her to go before she goes
if sometimes its too obvious she would not do so
not exceptional after school
she waits till vanessa leaves
she will walk behind her quietly
but hopes for her notice but not suspection
realisation sometimes do dawned on bella
she do knows she can't confess her love to her
that would make things worse
patience is what makes bella for waiting for so long
she always wonder does she know anything about it ?
does she have a clue ?
when she came to think about it
as if her whole world shattered to pieces
the days of mourning would not end so easily...

__________________still on the go___________
hope everyone give support to bella__________________thank u!

2009-07-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

Chapter 6

who is she ?

First i asked her whoever is this person that made her changed her life once more

I said to her : " what's the meaning of friendship ?"

she gave no response

I spoke once more :"how long we've been know each other ?"

she speaks for the correct answer

"dont worry ,i know that you dont want to tell me ..."

My hands landed on her hands

Her hands were much more better than just now

for i had mistaken

she chosen to tell me

"i dont know...first i was doubting wheteher to tell you and i know we've been soulmates for long enough...i know you well..i trust you ....to share my secret...hmmm...so....will you

support me ?"

for the last question she asked me

i was doubting

it's more like a question of " will you agree me to become a lesbian "

but...the words that she said to me were indeed touching

How am i suppose to do now ...

its seem that there are really some answers in my heart

"(name),no matter what you choose or what you did ,i'll always support you ...& i am someone whom you can confide in...your secret is safe with me ,okay ?"

i know that she feel calm and relieve & probably slightly touch for the words i said ...she smiled and wave at me ...and after a while disappear before my eyes

chapter 7

Now i am her pillar of strength

i felt that she always rely on me

her stories are rather long

i dont know how to continue in this way

she also told me all the time of her with her love ones that is a "her " too..

i guess i really should put a name for her

how about this way ?

the girl : BELLA

the girl she loved : VANESSA

well these 2 names are fake names

okay i will write my story this way asif i know the whole thing & hey the "whole thing "are definitely REAL okay ?

i am gonna start now...

Bella had a classmate that she know since she is in form 1 & after in f4 they were in the same class again

the name is vanessa

Bella sometimes talks to vanessa

Bella felt that she had some strange feeling towards vanessa

but still had not any intention to find out

bella starts to have unusual feelings towards vanessa but its a comfortable one....

vanessa is a girl that is bright and sunny

always had a smile on her face

her personalities are good

maybe that is why bella FALLS IN LOVE with her...

________________chapter 8 on the go______

will tried to work harder ____________________

nO STORY juz PICS ,enjoy first ~

2009-07-07T05:00:00.001-07:00

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i've become a writer ???what can i say ?enjoy !

2009-07-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

TRUE story by MYSTERY MEGAN

chapter 1

well there was this girl that she felt that she always been neglected since she first step her foot in high school...
she always felt that she've been left alone and nobody cares for her feelings.
as time goes by...
she have no confidence in anything especially in friendship.
she never wants anybody to step into her little world probably fulled of happiness and hope that she dont want to share with anybody.
till almost form three she just have a few best friend that still wasn't sure what she is thinking all the time.
at tuition everything is almost the same except that tuition is a lot more lonely compared with school as she came by a lot of teens from other school.
she still have no courage on socialize with them.
she just like to live in her own world.
i tried to convince her not to act in this manner.
but she can't change yet for so fast...

chapter 2

she felled in love with a guy in tuition .
i'll named as X.
As i heard X was a typical arrogant cold blooded guy.
i heard her saying that X was very creul too.
often if people fall in love with a guy that doesn't love her.
a normal person will probably just say well lets just be friends
but the memories that the girl told me still etched vividly in my mind.
X scolded her and break her heart and hurt her soul and feelings.
and not only that X told all his friends not to bother her and not to told her about anything about X himself.
Not only that during the time in form 3 she told me
she cried a lot .
i know she spoke the truth as i look into her eyes.
she told me that her friends always neglected her and do not care for her feelings .
but what can i do to help her ?
i really want to tell her not to be too dependent on her friends.
but if i tell her ..would it worsen the problem.
i just said to her that :" dont worry 1 day things will probably turned allright " !

chapter 3

with all the lessons she finally learnt something.
she said she discoverd something very important.
i know she finally realised , i know its a good thing and i nodded and smiled at her and told her :"well its just the time problem.
after the pmr exam she and her best buddies were not in the same class at Form 4.
she probably really realise she have to be independent.
at first i was very confident in her.
and she felt confident too.
for all her buddies are not in the same class
she have to face the music
of knowing and meeting all the old friends and new friends.
at the first month knowing so many wonderful freinds around her.
one of her buddies still hope to be in the same class as hertoo.
she felt a lot more confidence and she also learn to be a little independent.
i thought well probably it was a good thing
then it seems a wonderful result that one of her buddy told me that she have 10 % of improvement
well i am very happy for her .

chapter 4

one day she came to me
i felt something was not right
but she wouldn't told me anything
i asked how was her new class
she just give me a "cold "smile and answer me with a soft "ok"...
she would'nt told me what had happen
i have no courage to ask her buddies about whether something was wrong with her
as i realised her freinds does'nt notice either
i guess that what she meant of them not knowing her feelings
well i guess only GOD knows..
as days went by ...
i absolutely sure that something was wrong
her emotion and feelings sometimes on cloud nine , rarely moody but a little too
as i know her personalities
she is rather an " always moody "kind of person
she is always shy but really in my heart she was rather a great friend to me.
At that time i am really eager of wanting to know the answer .
not checking on her for finding the answer but she herself have to tell me
i know she will told me as i am her only want that she would really talk to..

chapter 5

With all my encouragement and motivation ,tears , beg and knelt...(ermm well not the tears ,beg and knelt ..i would'nt do that ..i have my pride )

I finally manage to find the answer

At first i called her to calm down her mind and hearts before telling me

but tears start to roll down her cheeks

i took a tissue to wipe her moist tears

she said she have no idea what's wrong with her..

she said she become a lesbian

thooughts came runing into my mind

i thinking "what? this is the answer you gave me "

she looked at me and soon i am back to reality

"oh "that was the reply i gave her

she said :"i know that seems crazy,but its true ...!"

she keep talking to me

"i dont know i must be out of mind falling love with a girl "

"do you know i know her since form 1 and now in form 4 i fall in love with her ..thats impossible..."

"i...i....really can't control myself"

"i really dont know what to do .."

"i dont know who could help me "

"i am happy to be with her .....oh my what am i saying.."

"sorry..sorry i..i disappoint you"

"i thought i could forget the past and GOD will give me a new life and this is what the GOD GAVE ME ..."

and she came to a halt in her speaking

The first time ever she speaks in this manner

i never see such a brave kind of her...never until that day...

______________STILL ON THE GO____________________

________DONT MISS THE NEXT CHAPTER!!!______________

daily image ~

2009-04-29T01:10:00.000-07:00

2009-04-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

p/s if the photos tat i snap is not up 2 your level sry ...tat was me tat"unprofessional"

I DON BELIF LOVE BUT I LIKE IT...

2009-04-22T00:41:00.000-07:00

my mind was totally blank
with just only dark shadows
last few days
i feel really exhausted
i have not been deserted or being left out
just that
i really do miss you
every night before i sleep
i always hope tat i can dream something nice about you and me

but i learn illusion versus reality
so maybe it was just a dream
maybe all the fairy tales are just some imaginary stories
they were just some creative people who think of these kind of stories
& to give people hopes and dreams
but sometimes they seem difficult to achieve
love dramas and love stories are just meant for fun to read
it was not true..
for example
is romeo and juliet really a true story ?
or it was just the creativity of shakespear
but...
i still enjoy the exsist of LOVE
it makes the world a better place
it makes the world with more colours and attitude
it forms peace and harmony
it helps to reduce hatred in an individual and another
LOVE is a miracle
as time flies by like a strike of lighting
the love bond between 2 people will definitely grew stronger
this is LOVE
if it is the opposite
you must think that maybe the GOD just" jealous" the both of you

i realise that my mind feels better now
maybe the dark shadow had faded away
& that i had write so many things in my post today
so...
i guess thats all....

THE END~

2009-04-15T03:32:00.000-07:00

I want to confirm with everyone at school tat I don’t love him anymore

and I’ve not dream about him at night too…

But I fall in love with you this year

And I’ve dreamt about you in my sleep for ten times

Tat was a lot than him
I know you will have no idea abt this

Tat I keep looking at you all the time when you are not noticing ,when you are concentrating

I just enjoy doing tat

I hope my secret will 4ever be kept in my heart

And my nightmare day wont came

Tat was the day we wont be frenz anymore

God bless you tat you will never know abt this

God bless you'll be forever healthy & happy

God bless tat I may one day be noticed and loved by you

God bless tat you’ll always treat me more than juz a fren

God bless tat you’ll have a great life

God bless you will always be by my side

Well anyway these are my feelings for today

I just want to say "you"

Please llive happily

I know you will , because you have your loved one

And this really hurts me too

Tat you’ll never know…

God bless you be the best

I still love you till the end

hope you'll read my blog but doesnt know tat the person tat i talk abt ,write at here ....... is you

oh GOsh

I miss you
____________END______________

2009-04-15T03:21:00.000-07:00

p/s the pic above is the final happy ending ~

while below is the synopsis of this drama (best !!!)

Geum Jan-di is a normal schoolgirl who accidentally prevents a student from committing suicide while delivering laundry to Shinhwa High School. As a result of the incident and then due to her exceptional swimming skills, Jan-di is specially selected to join Shinhwa High School, which normally only accepts the top 1% of the richest people in Korea. The school is dominated by “F4” the four best looking, most powerful boys in the school, and when she starts Jan-di finds their red card hanging in her locker, which makes her F4’s and the rest of the students’ target for bullying. However, Jan-di overcomes this with her uniquely optimistic personality, and Gu Jun-pyo, the leader of F4 and also the heir to the Shinhwa business conglomerate, falls in love with her. Used to always doing as he pleases, Gu Jun-pyo begins a relationship with the pure-hearted Jan-di, but there are plenty of obstacles and misunderstandings that get in the way of their happiness...

2009-04-15T01:30:00.000-07:00

Boys over flower

nice drama !!

cool characters !!

nice songs

fully-recommanded by Megan Chiew

tQ ..hOpe everyone will try to watch it and then crazy about this show plus enjoy it very much

2009-04-10T03:00:00.000-07:00

2009-04-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

well i know guys
i have not been doing well with my blog
i have not written anything for my post
and i just want to appologize on my behalf in sincerely
okay...
here goes

i've been reading numerous of novels
well what can i do to stop
i like them
this week i wore braces
i dont feel well
i dont feel like smiling too
i dont even feel like talking too
now i felt tat it is imperative that everyone realises the importance of teeth
they help you to chew food
but now i wore these irritable braces
i can't consume any delicious food (such as...)
i dislike that
this week is rather stressful
because all the teeth thing-ee
the tons of assignment
and i can't rest tomorrow
because tomorrow is a school day (arghh..)

TOMORROW ,TIME AND FUTURE
i kept wondering why time passes like a blurry streak...
why time is the most powerful thing controlling everything in the world & the universe
i sure wish that time would just stand still and tomorrow never comes
because i can never predict what was bad was going to happen tomorrow
i really dont want to know
but what if maybe ...maybe who knows tomorrow will be a better day
perhaps not because
the pollution of the earth kept worsen
the condition of the earth kept deteriorating
well there is nothing we could do about tat to stop wat had already set by the GOD
GOD is in charge of us
GOD is in charge of the world
GOD creates time
GOD creates us
we have to listen no matter what comes

i've been using my collection of novels wisely by borrowying some to my frenz ....i am doubtful is tat called wisely ?
oh my GOD againn i have tuition tonight
i guess i will feel drowsy tomorrow at school
because tat tuition ends at 10.30 pm
& by the time i get back it'll be about 11 pm
then by the time i fall asleep it'll be 11.30pm
then in a split second then it'll be at a crack of dawn ...see ...i told you time sure creeps in a full speed

now talk about all the nonsensical things
i shall talk smt private

wee here goes...

well me & you been doing quite okay
and my secret still kept safely
you still have no idea anything about it
& so i am glad
& i hope you wont suspect too
as i still want to be your fren
i love you
but i really dislike this kind of thing happen
i really do love you
of couse i know i am out of mind for loving you
i know it was insane
but i can't bare it
may you always be happy with ur love's one but still notice my presence & we'll always be in a good relationship....

2009-03-17T23:35:00.000-07:00

2009-03-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

today is the final day for the monthly exam
my mood was up and down
first i was relieved tat the first exam was officially over
then also grateful tat its the school holiday tomorrow
so..it means result will be given after the holidays
second i think i did not do well in the first exam
and i am now worrying about my results

my plan today was to put my birthday pics here
but the pics are not in my hand
so i can't do anything
i also dunno wat to write
guess i'll stop here first

2009-03-06T00:11:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the 7 of MARCH (im getting old so soon)
God bless & i hope tat everything goes well tomorrow
God bless tomorrow will be a pleasant day
God bless tat tomorrow everybody will be in a good mood
God bless tat tomorrow wont be an unfortunate day for me
God bless tat tomorrow my my family members & all my buddies will be there to wish me
God bless & i hope i will have a sweet & memorable 16
tats all i want for tomorrow
thank GOD

2009-03-05T00:27:00.001-08:00

things getting worst as my b'day is coming
what did i do wrong
tat the GOD will do this to me
today is the worst day of my life
everyday is the worst day of my life
i was being deducted for 1 mark because my hair was long
i told my mother
we have a small fight
but we manage to get back
& some other reasons tat are extreamely private

i guess i should'nt be to excited about 7 march
its not really a big deal

why must i secretly love you
because its a crime
why can't i tell my buddies about this
because its "illegal"
why must i keep this in my heart
because i dont want 2 be embarass
why can't i stay too close to you
because i scared you will find out
why i love you
i dont know..
why am i writing this again
because i still want you to know tat i love you
why am i like this
because i am born like this
why am i born like this
because of my mom & dad
(im serious here )....

countdown to ______7 MARCH ______less than 2days !!!

2009-02-26T22:37:00.000-08:00

i found out tat my life in high school
is not just about studies
is about my career ,my frenship & my relationship with others
today i found out tat other pisces are very popular among groups but im not
what's wrong with me
am i not good enough ???
this problem had been repeated & repeated is like history came back again
i am totally pessimist
i am not active in activities or competitions
I am lazy
i like romance
i get easily jealous
i am a totally major sensitive people
i am just me
i always been the kind of girl tat want to just be myself
but be myself is a mistake
i am so afraid to tell the world tat
i dont want to be myself
i dont enjoy school life espeacially high school
i dont act "normally"
i fall in love with a wrong person ( again & again & again )
NOW I FOUND OUT TAT I DON LOVE HIM BUT YOU
ANYBODY TAT READS MY BLOG MUST BE WONDERING WHO IS TIS "YOU "

what is wrong with the me ?what is wrong with GOD
i though i fall in love with 4s2 but i found it is not indeed true
it was a mistake
i should'nt be at tat class
if i am really not at tat class
tat kind of "thing "would not happen again
i really hate tat thing happens
it affects my result ,studies,mood & concentration
i'll be crazy after a few months
with this thing happening to me
please help me !!
nobody understands me ...
but maybe this is fate

i feel like shouting
i feel like eating
i feel like writhing
i feel like killing people
i feel like crying
i feel like talking
i feel like sleeping
i feel like playing
i feel like running around

no matter what i writes ,what i do
he'll NEVER UNDERSTANDS ME

i am tired of waiting ...wondering if he'll ever fall in love with me

so i am going to GIVE UP ON HIM

but I WILL always remember tat i LOVE HIM BEFORE
IT IS A PAST...LET IT GO
another BRAND NEW LIFE HERE I COME

written by :blog owner ,me
p/s copyright reserved....

_________________END_______________________...

2009-02-26T01:18:00.001-08:00

sometimes i hate myself
i really think of tat
its true tat sometimes only i feel
life is very meaningless
i found out smt tat luck really dun come towards you unless you pay the price
as everyone knows
nothing is free in the world
your life is not free too
if i found out tat i have some good luck today
i know 2moro i will be miserable like in hell
life is so funny
all sorts of things and stories happen around me
all sorts of surprise
all sorts of mood & emotion
varies of food
varies of movies and dramas
all kinds of fren
love ,frenship & family relationship
life is full of miracle
who says so !!!???
i dunno
who say tat
but i strongly disagreed tat miracles happen
well maybe in some people who are so lucky bt reali the person is nt me
as my close fren noe tat i am truly a transparent girl
example :i did not do my hmw then the teacher walk past evrybody to call all the one's tat hv nt start but he is actually like can't see me as if im reali transparent ......

next i din bring my maths book
i din manage to borrow from anothe class so...
i though i am going to die
oh my gosh i can't believe tat im survive
he can't actually c tat im using another book
althogh he walk aroud me a few times

*the position i sit in the class tis yr is totally funny ,eerie or should i say spooky lol

plus the sivik teacher never called me to stand up & answer questions
tat's god rite ?

ohh right i was talking very far now
back to the point
ermm yeah life

my life
my life is a transparent
frenz beside me never say goodbye to me
when they're goin home
i feel so left out & hurtful
i tried stading their left
i tried standing their right but they never speak 2 me
i sit at their left
i sit at their right
but they stil hardly talk to me

my frenz sometimes hurts me 2
like i arrive at class for a couple of minutes already
then my fren onli realise my presence and said :"eh megan when did u came ,i did not see you "
am i really transparent ???
or i is juz my high sensitivity ???

i think i have to change my blog title 2 transparent world
betterstill rite ?

7th March falls on saturday
tis means nobody will wish me
unless there is corriculum activites
mayb ppl wil ask is tis really important (fren's wishes)
i will tell them
its highly important to me
but....
exam is coming after my b'day
wow ~

2009-02-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

dear anybody who view my blog

i juz wan to say my blog is very simple...
no c box, no music , no video hehe...
juz my diary
so dun expect to have any interesting here
except my life
lastly,
sorry for my so simple blog....

2009-02-12T01:20:00.000-08:00

DEAR my beloved frens

thanks to my friends all the time
and no matter what i will be with you
and i wish you my friends all the time
cause i want you to be MINE FOREVER MORE

LOVE FROM me